Who do you think you are?

CHRISTINA PERRI- JAR OF HEARTS

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And learn to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are
Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

This song is so beautiful, i simply love it : )

I was going through some of my old books of my writings.
Its so crazy where my mind use to be when I was younger.
I was reading some of the things I use to write about
It makes me feel bad for the 16 year old Sam.
She was so sad.
She though she was broken.
Just so everyone knows
She is 22 and very happy
No more sadness : )

"I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be"
~A Fine frenzy: near to you

Today was quite eventful.
As much as I want scream at the top of my lungs what Im thinking,
I cant give in and let this hate take over.
I will say that today has been very challenging
I was not sure if i would be able to handle it.
But well here I stand before you showing that I have made it.
That i will keep on moving.

"I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up"
~Paramore: the only exception

Day 25 — Someone that changed your life

I thought about this one for a long time, the person that changed me the most is gone. I am going to make this the last letter i do for this letter challenge. I feel this is where i want it to end. and I know the perfect person to write it about.

Dear Jen,

I wouldnt be me with out what I learned from you.
I miss your beautiful smiling face.
You helped me understand my soul
The only thing Ive longed to understand my whole life.
The world is a little less brighter with you gone.